Just saying things did not work out, and they got ugly. He had a kid, that was a door to door pot seller, after it was legal of course.

Somewhere between good and bad. Emotionally exhausted but still hopeful. Thank God for everything, eyes open right, views of the world. Ozzie and Harriet,' 'Mayberry' America of old was vastly superior to what we are experiencing today."

Just saying things did not work out, and they got ugly.  He had a kid, that was a door to door pot seller, after it was legal of course. 

Leave Her Wild~'I get it, change is difficult. But I'm sure you've probably heard me share this before...

What do you do when there's nothing left to hold on to?Its about time, its about space, its about being lost in time. HARDAWAY FAMILY REUNION:Baileys, DeSilvas, Breanagh, Calip, Moore, Allens . What do you do when there's nothing left to hold on to?

'I can't tell you how many words I've swallowed in the name of keeping the peace. I've got got a whole damn library inside my stomach. ~Leave Her Wild~'I get it, change is difficult. But I'm sure you've probably heard me share this before... "If you do today what you did yesterday, tomorrow will look the same as it does today..No Love.

Dear John, thanks for the reply. I remember back in the day, I was homeless with a car without insurance, found a guy, with a RV, without a house, and without a car.

Back in the day, we traveled together for 3 years. We spent the day at the beach, in Ventura, and nights in the parking lot by starbucks. Had food stamps, which I traded, for storage fees to be paid. Went to the VA and parked there, got paid to go 3 times a week. Had the RV parked near the grounds, and that was life, until the paperwork got done. 

It is funny, the men that I dated after that have died. Cancer 2 times, James Howard, Howard the duck, he lived in Orange. One of the old families had a brink with his name on it. Loved to visit. Disneyland, and pot is what we had in common. He was a cross dresser, I was not fat enough for his fancy. He went to the black beach, and we went together. Suit for me always. Smoke pot , lots of trades made, to pass the time. 

The 2nd guy died this month, 74, of cancer, in Washingtonville, NY. He pissed me off, he was stuck on stupid, he went to Italy to do his roots, he wanted to see life on the other side. He had 2 wives, and 6 kids, and hee lived with them in apartments for awhile. Just saying things did not work out, and they got ugly.  He had a kid, that was a door to door pot seller, after it was legal of course. 

The reality is... None of us are easy to be with.. we all suffer from something.. So when you meet someone who's willing to stay.. committed to understanding you & actually wants to grow w/you.. Don't let lame shit like ego & pride ruin it.. Real is rare. remember that'. 'I hope you're having a great day. [I Love Fairies Angels And Mythical Creatures And Fantasy.

I get it, change is difficult. But I'm sure you've probably heard me share this before... "If you do today what you did yesterday, tomorrow will look the same as it does today..No Love. STOP THE DENIAL! SMART & RICH BETTER THAN SMART & POOR!